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i've been for several walks & been involved in various little adventures & melodramas....and it's not even teatime yet!

Decided yesterday to draw up an Action Plan: this made me cry with the futility of it all....I wish that i could just settle myself down. Nonetheless, if i try to just concentrayte on small things of no real consequence for now (such as the search for the perfect mascara) then I might be able to address bigger issues.




i crave something new. I'm definately tired of Haworth, but won't be going anywhere for the foreseeable future. I have never stayed in one place for so long, 7 thats definately part of the problem. My resytlessness is genetic, i can't help it, i come from a long line of nomadic people...

i used to love this house. i used to kiss its walls. now, i take it forgranted. I know that I should maybe paint the walls, do something that states i intend to stay & settle, but I just can't (but I will, I will. I know that i have to grow up)