Jun. 1st, 2010

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i had a real attack of the horrors a couple of evenings ago; it was such a heart-stoppingly beautiful dusk & I was overcome with this sense of dread that the number of such evenings i shall enjoy is finite, everything's passing.....I have this knowledge with me always of course, it used to keep me awake at night as a child, fearful of death, specifically of losing all that the world and life has to offer.....i think I had a very Greek Hades idea of the Afterlife.

T. said that I suddenly looked stricken..I actually had to sit down! If some one had some smelling salts in their bag, I should have had to have them. All very melodramatic & I am too old now for such goings-on.


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